Life so far.
After losing a really close friend a few months ago, do not like that feeling. Met new friends. And life seemed to change drastically for me. I hang out with a bigger group of friends now.. people i didn't get a chance to hang with for a long while.
Bonded more with connie, grace and jeanne.. and realize life isn't just about that one friend. You can give your all to that one person and it takes not proof but suspicion to ruin it all.
Relationship with the boyfriend is much more stable now. Learning to let him go ahead and do whatever he wants and knowing he'd come home when its done.
Its not easy. couples who've been thru years of relationship will find it hard to go through what i went through as well. but it takes times, arguments, tears, pain to learn at the end of the day to let the strings loose.
Im at a peaceful place now.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
I had an awesome 23rd birthday party!
Ze boyfriend planned it all had arguments over it at first. I hate people lying to me even if it was a white lie . I mean come on i already knew he was planning the birthday, HE had to cause i asked for one.. basically instead of lying to me just tell me u were going out to plan the stuffs for my birthday! I wont know what u're planning and also will not be used against u in future
cake cutting was at 12 when i was rudely awake from a short nap as i was feeling sick
thus the half awake face
Ok must better now
Cecilia and I
random picture was too cold i was wrapped like a dumpling
Boyfriend leading me out for some ultimate candle
which were fireworks btw no videos or pictures with me all in his iphone4
CAKE
free champagne courtesy of shui li fang
I appreciate the hard work my boyfriend has put in to planning although there were some cock ups and unhappiness its considered not bad already
actual day was spent at coco park with a sick me
Ze boyfriend planned it all had arguments over it at first. I hate people lying to me even if it was a white lie . I mean come on i already knew he was planning the birthday, HE had to cause i asked for one.. basically instead of lying to me just tell me u were going out to plan the stuffs for my birthday! I wont know what u're planning and also will not be used against u in future
cake cutting was at 12 when i was rudely awake from a short nap as i was feeling sick
thus the half awake face
Ok must better now
Cecilia and I
random picture was too cold i was wrapped like a dumpling
Boyfriend leading me out for some ultimate candle
which were fireworks btw no videos or pictures with me all in his iphone4
CAKE
free champagne courtesy of shui li fang
I appreciate the hard work my boyfriend has put in to planning although there were some cock ups and unhappiness its considered not bad already
actual day was spent at coco park with a sick me
Saturday, March 5, 2011
A few days ago I had a sort of like self learning period.. reflect on where i've done wrong or not done good enough..
Realized I've alot of things in life people would give up their lifes for.
My family
Not perfect but broken in the right places.. my dads effort of cooking every single day different dishes new dishes for us and im a bad daughter not being polishing them off everyday.. Now he's in Indonesia for only a day and I miss him so much I miss waking up with food all prepared fridge all stocked up .. My mum for washing all the clothes if not with my character i've already run out of clean clothes by the end of the week. My brother for always fixing anything IT around the house even after a very tiring day.. But me? I don't even have to do anything and all these is a blessing. I never had to wash my clothes prepare food for the family and stay up all night just to fix something broken...
My boyfriend
Works so hard faces countless obstacles and recently something catastrophic has happened and he still puts on a smile and talk to me very nicely even when i know deep down inside he is suffering in pain couldn't cry because he's a man and never blamed me ... I may not have thank him enough for me to enjoy a life of luxury not having to worry about a single cent or any of my bills yes he has his short comings we've had countless arguments but it all comes down to if i just appreciate him more things would be so much better..
Realized I've alot of things in life people would give up their lifes for.
My family
Not perfect but broken in the right places.. my dads effort of cooking every single day different dishes new dishes for us and im a bad daughter not being polishing them off everyday.. Now he's in Indonesia for only a day and I miss him so much I miss waking up with food all prepared fridge all stocked up .. My mum for washing all the clothes if not with my character i've already run out of clean clothes by the end of the week. My brother for always fixing anything IT around the house even after a very tiring day.. But me? I don't even have to do anything and all these is a blessing. I never had to wash my clothes prepare food for the family and stay up all night just to fix something broken...
My boyfriend
Works so hard faces countless obstacles and recently something catastrophic has happened and he still puts on a smile and talk to me very nicely even when i know deep down inside he is suffering in pain couldn't cry because he's a man and never blamed me ... I may not have thank him enough for me to enjoy a life of luxury not having to worry about a single cent or any of my bills yes he has his short comings we've had countless arguments but it all comes down to if i just appreciate him more things would be so much better..
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
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Kristmus, New Years, CNY and everything summarized into 1 post!
This is the boyfriend and I after the strike of midnight christmas 2010
This is cecilia and I having a "who can peel longans faster contest"
I was high and drunk after 5 cups of alcohol and she was pretty much gone!
oh that robert behind such a cute boy u feel like mothering him!
This is Cecilia, Danice and I
Danica is the girlfriend of yongsien he's a lucky asshole!
This was our hotel in Shanghai called LAKE MEILAN
Shanghai Zunbid Event
We spent the New year countdown on the road of shenzhen and @jackson's apartment after which the next day was our 2nd YEAR ANNIVERSARY
For our Second Anniversary we initially wanted to head over to taiwan but his busy schedule didn't allow us to.. Never the less he brought me to Zhuhai for awesome cheap seafood and Macau after for some gambling and buffet!
Prayed at the Mazu temple before gambling
The venetian
Minghao Joined us on our anniversary really glad he did it can get pretty boring just me and the boyfriend
Some random day at pasir ris park with nut and brina
As you can see I've long abandoned this blog okehhh occasionally i log into blogger thinking of what to write and i give up 5 minutes later!
Anyway the boyfriend is back in singapore hopefully till after valentine's day! been spending every single day with him made me feel like we were back in old times ! not like in china where he is too busy to give a shit! feel good to have a slightly better tempered boyfriend ! I just wish he could stay in singapore and never ever leave my side!
I initially wanted to upload more photos but blogger is being a bitch again! takes like a thousand year to upload just 3 pictures!
Kristmus, New Years, CNY and everything summarized into 1 post!
This is the boyfriend and I after the strike of midnight christmas 2010
This is cecilia and I having a "who can peel longans faster contest"
I was high and drunk after 5 cups of alcohol and she was pretty much gone!
oh that robert behind such a cute boy u feel like mothering him!
This is Cecilia, Danice and I
Danica is the girlfriend of yongsien he's a lucky asshole!
This was our hotel in Shanghai called LAKE MEILAN
Shanghai Zunbid Event
We spent the New year countdown on the road of shenzhen and @jackson's apartment after which the next day was our 2nd YEAR ANNIVERSARY
For our Second Anniversary we initially wanted to head over to taiwan but his busy schedule didn't allow us to.. Never the less he brought me to Zhuhai for awesome cheap seafood and Macau after for some gambling and buffet!
Prayed at the Mazu temple before gambling
The venetian
Minghao Joined us on our anniversary really glad he did it can get pretty boring just me and the boyfriend
Some random day at pasir ris park with nut and brina
As you can see I've long abandoned this blog okehhh occasionally i log into blogger thinking of what to write and i give up 5 minutes later!
Anyway the boyfriend is back in singapore hopefully till after valentine's day! been spending every single day with him made me feel like we were back in old times ! not like in china where he is too busy to give a shit! feel good to have a slightly better tempered boyfriend ! I just wish he could stay in singapore and never ever leave my side!
I initially wanted to upload more photos but blogger is being a bitch again! takes like a thousand year to upload just 3 pictures!
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Im the kind of girlfriend who likes to keep perfecting the relationship keep the spark and work on the problems but i cannot do that because you always think there is nothing wrong to BEGIN WITH!
You know how disappointment comes about.. You get together with this person and u say HECK i trust him 100% regardless or which situation im talking about. Den as the years months days hours seconds go by situations keep popping up with may have disappointed you. Saying he will do something and he didn't. saying he will do something but when he doesn't blame it on something else but the fact is he didn't! says he will do something just to please u and doesn't keep up the act and when the cover blows cover his ass by blaming on workloads or me or whatever.
I hate having expectations from the one i love because everytime he doesn't fulfil it or blames it on something someone else i get disappointment VERY BADLY and it affect our rs in situations you don't even see.. NOW u tell me u're bring me to taipei or come home for christmas I CANT BRING MYSELF TO BELIEVE U UNTIL I SEE YOU! ITS NOT THAT I DONT TRUST U ANYMORE I JUST DONT WANT TO BE DISAPPOINTED ANYMORE
OH AND SHUT UP YOUR GIRLS for telling me i have to believe my boyfriend ASK YOURS TO STAY IN CHINA FOR MONTHS AND YEARS AND TELL ME IF U WILL STILL TRUST HIM COMPLETELY U IGNORANT FOOLS
You know how disappointment comes about.. You get together with this person and u say HECK i trust him 100% regardless or which situation im talking about. Den as the years months days hours seconds go by situations keep popping up with may have disappointed you. Saying he will do something and he didn't. saying he will do something but when he doesn't blame it on something else but the fact is he didn't! says he will do something just to please u and doesn't keep up the act and when the cover blows cover his ass by blaming on workloads or me or whatever.
I hate having expectations from the one i love because everytime he doesn't fulfil it or blames it on something someone else i get disappointment VERY BADLY and it affect our rs in situations you don't even see.. NOW u tell me u're bring me to taipei or come home for christmas I CANT BRING MYSELF TO BELIEVE U UNTIL I SEE YOU! ITS NOT THAT I DONT TRUST U ANYMORE I JUST DONT WANT TO BE DISAPPOINTED ANYMORE
OH AND SHUT UP YOUR GIRLS for telling me i have to believe my boyfriend ASK YOURS TO STAY IN CHINA FOR MONTHS AND YEARS AND TELL ME IF U WILL STILL TRUST HIM COMPLETELY U IGNORANT FOOLS
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